I’d rather not have you at all if we are nothing. It’s so much better than having you give me all sorts of signals and have to guess. I’d rather you break my heart entirely right now so I can get on with my life instead of feeling fucked up every single moment of my day that I am conscious. Because right now, I’m just hanging on loose threads.

I can get all angry but at the end of the day, I’m still waiting for you to come on back.